its getting away.

so there's something on my mind. i cannot make it go away. it pokes and prods at the corners of my mind and heart. it takes away my focus. it screams in both ears the moment i threaten to forget it. at the end of the day, it just doesn't go away.

sometimes you drive me crazy. and i just cannot read you. i am lost. and i don't know the way out.


and i can't even begin to talk about it, because i just don't know where to start.