she takes me high.

when i'm surrounded by people. when school is over and i kick off my shoes. when the night is almost done and complete silence sinks in for a split second. when the songs on my playlist come on. when the book is open in front of me and i've stopped to think. when i've run out of thoughts to keep myself busy.

you make your way into my mind. i don't know, why this is so much harder than the first time. but i think that empty feeling i feel inside when night comes, is me feeling lonely, without you.



i'm down on both my knees, to pray tomorrow brings no pain.